You may have a complex interplay of reasons to end your life. Your reasons validate your pain and suffering. Only you know what you have been through to reach this point of seeming no return.
Gleaned from various fields of study and areas of human discourse, there is no shortage of knowledge and wisdom on how to appreciate the essence, purpose and value of human life.
We all need a helping hand in traversing the often rough terrain of life with our sanity and well-being intact. A wealth of tools and keys are available here at your disposal.